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Thats life for ya

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 6, 2007, 12:17 PM
Your so high one minute, then the next your falling thorugh a big black hole of emptyness called life. Kinda makes you wonder if anything's for you in this world. You spend so much time on other people and helping them with their problems and their worries, that nothing seems to matter to you anymore.

I mean, when's my turn gonna come, when am I gonna get whats coming to me? When am I finally gonna be happy? It seems like never; and the one chance I thought I had to be happy seems to be slipping away forever. I don't know anything anymore.

I am still right here.

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Erik Satie, Gymnopoedie NO. 3
  • Reading: What I type in
  • Watching: The computer screen

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Interests: Music, Dirtbikes, poetry
  • Favourite movie: Forrest Gump
  • Favourite band or musician: Led Zeppelin, As I Lay Dying, Trivium, The Black Dahlia Murder
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal/ Classic Rock
  • Favourite game: Yo mama' but everyone is already playin her!
  • Tools of the Trade: A baseball bat and the ol'123...works everytime

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~keepxthexfaith:iconkeepxthexfaith: Aug 22, 2008, 4:57:49 AM
you!!!! havent updated and neither have I.

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~xihateusernames:iconxihateusernames: Dec 6, 2007, 8:47:42 PM
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~xihateusernames:iconxihateusernames: Dec 6, 2007, 11:53:59 AM
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~xihateusernames:iconxihateusernames: Jun 26, 2007, 9:26:26 PM
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~nikogirl411:iconnikogirl411: Dec 28, 2006, 5:44:29 PM
hellllllllllllllllllllllllllloooooooo



im bored mark.....

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I think its comming back and I cant fake the way I feel inside I dont want you I dont need you, You burned me once you wont burn me again---Eighteen Visions
~xihateusernames:iconxihateusernames: Oct 28, 2006, 2:45:36 AM
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~nikogirl411:iconnikogirl411: Oct 8, 2006, 10:24:12 PM Mood: Delighted
you should bring some of your friends and come to statesville haunted prison i keep on trying to make gus go but he wont and i wannnnaaaaa see peolpe o know and scare themmm!!!!!

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I think its comming back and I cant fake the way I feel inside I dont want you I dont need you, You burned me once you wont burn me again---Eighteen Visions
~nikogirl411:iconnikogirl411: Oct 3, 2006, 12:33:49 PM Mood: b0x0rz-less
HI MARK!!!!!!!

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I think its comming back and I cant fake the way I feel inside I dont want you I dont need you, You burned me once you wont burn me again---Eighteen Visions
~xihateusernames:iconxihateusernames: Sep 28, 2006, 7:27:37 PM
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~xihateusernames:iconxihateusernames: Sep 17, 2006, 8:39:35 AM
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~xihateusernames:iconxihateusernames: Sep 15, 2006, 8:04:00 PM
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~xihateusernames:iconxihateusernames: Sep 15, 2006, 4:30:14 PM
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